April 29, 2001
Dear Fuckin' Bon...
im not a fan of the site, and i not someone who slaps their opinions all over these
rant\chat pages. im just a guy who found the site while looking for lyrics to the
fill you all in. Im 16, male and live in perth western australia. My favourite sport
is rowing, and only another professional rower will know what im talking about when
i say its the best thing ive ever done, but it has taken five years of hard training
to get to the level of enjoyment that im at today, nonetheless this sport builds
comraderie, friendships that last, and keeps you fit and healthy [obviuosly im
pasionate about it].
im not going to profess that i know alot about relationships, nor will i say that
im a good person or 'nice guy', but i probably need to talk to someone about whats
going on in my life right now. I just read the article "Why Nice Guys Are LOSERS"
and am bloody worried, as half of the properties of one of these clingy, insecure
"nice Guys" are attributes that i give myself, so im probably a insecure, clingy,
desperate to please etc etc person. I hope not.
Back to my story. six months ago my girlfriend of one and a half years [which is
a bloody long time for how old i am] ran off with my best friend [i know that it
is a huge cliche, but its true] and i found them having sex in his bed
me and my girlfriend break up [obviously].
that was last month. Now im best friends with kate and jack, and i dont know what to do.
I still love Kate
wether thats a good thing or a bad thing, i dont know
she told me yesterday that she loves me, but she isnt in love with me.
i dont know the difference. i tried to say i wont see either of them again,
and then they can go off and be a couple, but they will have none of it, so
im stuck with them.
i really dont want to be around them when they are being a couple, but when
they are seperate, i cant get enough of them [best friends and all]
what a sad case story
what do you think?